My favorite

Last night after work, Kinsley, we picked you up.. took a little drive.. picked up Subway for dinner.. went home.. got in our PJs... ate & did NOTHING. It was the first night in FOREVER that Daddy had nothing to do after work. Since he still wasn't feeling great, we took advantage of it!

We all just hung out together. We actually did my favorite... *country music night*. This means we flip between GAC & the 2 country music stations (929 & 930). We just listen to music all night. I like it because when we watch tv I feel like we get all caught up in whatever's going on on tv. When we listen to music.. we dance.. we sing.. we play.. it's great!!

Well we did just that. I held you & danced. Daddy held you & danced. He sat you on his lap & guess what...!??!?! you played the drums.. guitar & keyboard.. you even held a microphone & sang. These are my favorite moments Kinsley.. that I never want to forget. I wish so bad that we had an actual video camera. Instead I use the video maker on my camera & caught a couple snippets. I might post them on here sometime. I can't wait to show them to you one day. It amazes me how tolerant you are. Daddy has so much fun with you. We both love you so much :)

Daddy's in Cincinnati tonight for a conference. Once he's back though.. that's it. No more traveling & leaving each other all the time. We get a whole summer to spend together.. all 3 of us. I can't wait!!!!! Love you baby!

Winding down

Mommy is so bad about posting lately, baby. I am so sorry. Between work & Daddy being gone most nights.. I just haven't had time. Especially because when we're home, I don't like to get on the computer. That's my time to spend with you to make up for being gone during the day. Even more so when Daddy's home. The 3 of us don't get to spend as much time together as I'd like right now.

May 8th:

Like I said, things have been crazy so we haven't had much time to do a whole lot other than baseball games. We did get to celebrate my first mothers day! Daddy went & got me breakfast (McDonalds). He had to run to the office & the field to take care of some things because it was the last regular season games. He's a busy man. You sent me flowers to the office on Friday. Daddy said you saved all the money in your piggy bank for them. He's so sweet. Obviously he had a lot to do it because all your money is still in piggy! ;)

Wesleyan had a double header at 3pm. You guys got me a card with a 'new mom' button on it that I wore all day. You also got me a new charm for my Pandora bracelet. It's on back order though. I can't wait to get it!! Everyone at the games just love you... even the opposing teams fans. WVWC played Ohio Valley that day. You were so good.. as always. Everyone tells me all the time how good you are. I love you for it.

May 12-15:

Mommy had to go to the Ohio Valley to present at Bishop Donahue & Brooke High School's award ceremonies. Daddy was leaving that day too for Beckley for conference championships. Grammy met us in Wheeling then we headed to McMechan. You guys came inside BDHS with me. You got to meet Amber from Jesuit & Ryan from WVU. They were so excited to see you because they traveled with me while I was pregnant with you. Things were about to begin so Grammy sat with you in the back while Mommy got ready to present. I kept turning around to see how you were doing & you were just sitting on Grammy's lap. Luckily I got to present & leave within 15 minutes. You did great! I was SO proud of you!!!

Grammy & Grandpa watched you that night while Mommy went to Brooke to present at 7pm. You were really well behaved while I was gone. You had a photoshoot too! Grammy found a dress that was mine when I was a baby & she put it on you. She even sat you on an old blanket that I sat on in the same dress for pictures. We'll have to get the picture of me sometime & put them side by side. How neat though!

The next day Aunt Jacki held you & managed to put you to sleep & you slept for a good while. When you woke up, I fed you & me, you & Grammy went shopping at the Highlands in Wheeling. Again, as always.. you were amazing! I can't believe what a well behaved baby I have! We went to see Pap Friday night. We got another picture of the 2 of you. He just loves seeing you!

Saturday we got up early & got you all dressed up because big cousin Gina was graduating from college. I can't believe it.. for 2 reasons... 1.) I feel like that was just me. It's only been 2 years since I graduated but it seems like forever ago. I feel old! haha. 2.) Gina has always been like my little sister. It's unreal to me. Your Grammy said on the way over, "who would have thought that all 3 of you would be graduated from college [me, Stevie & Gina] & you'd have a baby?". Definitely not me.. it's amazing.

Mommy dressed you up in your pretty daisy outfit from Gymboree. I saw it online last year marked down & showed Grammy. We just had to buy it for you. It's one of the first outfits you ever got. I love it! It was so nice to be back at my alma mater & to see so many familiar faces. I sat on the end in case I had to leave with you.. you were UNREAL. You ate, you napped, you watched EVERYTHING. You never cried, never fussed & I never had to leave. Have I mentioned what a good baby you are?!?! For 2 hours you were just such a good girl!

We all went out to eat at Cheddar's afterward. It was so nice to get to spend some time with everyone. Everyone just passed you around. You love it & just smiled & laughed the whole time! When we got home we took tons of pictures of you.
We didn't do much. You actually slept a good while while I packed. We left Dillonvale around noon. Daddy & the Bobcats went 2-1 in Beckly & therefore didn't make the championship. They were headed back too & ended up just being a little bit behind us once we got to Weston. You basically slept the whole way home & hardly fussed. THANK YOU! Mommy hates when you scream & it's just the 2 of us on these long drives because I can't do much about it :( I had almost everything unpacked by the time Daddy got in. He didn't feel well at all & slept from about 6-8:30. I woke him up & he went to bed until the next morning.. poor Daddy.

Batter Up!

This past Saturday & Sunday you attended your first baseball games! Daddy had a double header Saturday again D&E & another 9 inning game against them on Sunday. It was a beautiful day Saturday so I got you ALL decked out in your Wesleyan gear. You were the Bobcat Baby!

As soon as we walked in the gate people started coming up to us. Is that Kinsley? Is this the Ripley Baby? Is this Coach Rip's?! People I didn't even know were talking to me as if they'd known me their entire lives. I had to start asking people who they were! Even the D&E fans were coming to see you.

Josie & Sophia came to the game too to watch Sophia's Daddy, Gary. It was so nice to those girls again. Sophia is getting so big! She's starting to talk a lot too. She said 'ba ba ba ba ba ba ba' the entire game I swear! She tried to hold your hand & touch you.. I'm pretty sure you kicked her starting fussing. Silly girl! You were nicer later! haha.

Daddy won the first game & lost the second. Mommy was so tired & sore Saturday night & Sunday from holding you so much. It was raining on Sunday so we waited awhile to go to the games. We got there around the 3rd inning. You were so good again. The catchers parents (Will Blankenship) were working the concession stand. His dad came over & asked to hold you & took you in the concession stand. Next thing I knew, his wife had you & you were passed out!! She came over & put you in your stroller.

Wesleyan lost that game too :( I felt bad for Daddy because that was his alma mater & I knew how much he would have loved to sweep 'em. Oh well, maybe next year! After the game, while everyone was leaving, EVERYONE commented on how good you were. They couldn't believe how pleasant you were for 3 1/2 months. I'm so proud of you. Daddy was so happy to see us at the games, especially you. I took you down the 3rd baseline a few times through the games so you could see Daddy. He'd come over & give you kisses once in awhile. He loves you so much!

Easter

Easter Break: April 21-24

Thursday, April 21:

After work I picked you up from Paula's & the 2 of us headed back to Dillonvale. Daddy had games Friday & Saturday so he couldn't join us until then. It was my first road trip with you alone. It was a beautiful evening & you were pretty good for the most part.. even stayed awake for parts of the trip. We got in around 9.. said our hellos & called it a night.

Friday, April 22:

I was so excited for today because I was getting you all 'dolled up to see the Easter Bunny! I talked to Daddy in the morning & found out that due to an excessive amount of rain on it's way.. he might be in sooner rather than later because the games might be cancelled. We were excited for this news!
Grammy, Grandpa & I got you all ready & headed to the mall in St. Clairsville. We did a little shopping & once you ate in Macy's.. we headed directly for "Bun Bun". You were sooooo precious in your pink dress. It was the first dress I had ever put you in.. EVERYONE was stopping to say how pretty you were.. the workers in Macy's, strangers in the bathroom, everywhere. There was no line so I walked right up & sat you on his lap. You were soooo good! I was so proud of you. The picture turned out great! Then, they let mommy sneak in & Grammy snapped a picture of the 3 of us. I hope you're this good with Bun Bun next year!

We got a call from Daddy saying the ALL the games were cancelled but they were having 4:30 practice & he'd probably just come up in the morning. I was happy he was going to get to spend more time with us then we had thought. We did a little more shopping, had lunch at Cracker Barrel where you slept & headed home. We visited Pap & Aunt Jacki that evening. I finally got Pap to hold you (he's always afraid he's going to drop you because he shakes). He was so happy & just loves you!

Saturday, April 23:

Talked to Daddy first thing in the morning. He had left the house, was heading to New Martinsville to visit with your Great Grandma Betty & was heading to Oglebay to meet the 4 of us. We all rode to Oglebay so Mommy & Grammy could meet with the wedding coordinator to sign the contract for our reception in the Pine Room. Daddy was able to meet us there which I was happy about. Grammy bought you a 'My First Easter' outfit so you wore that. You were adorable & SUCH a good baby!

We went to see the Pine Room, walked around the Lodge, met with Shirley, looked at some reception picture then had lunch in the 'Glass Works Grill & Bar'. You were so good. You just sat in your carrier & looked out the window & watched us. I'm so proud of you for how good you are for just 3 months!
When we got home we were all soooo tired. We were having Easter dinner together that night though. Your big cousin Gina came up to visit. It was strange to not have dinner at my Grammys. All of the holidays are going to be so different without her now. It was nice to have Grandpas whole side of the family get together for every holiday & eat too much food. But this nice little Easter dinner with just the 6 of us was just as nice.

We went down Aunt Jacki's to visit/say our good-bye's since we were leaving in the morning. Mommy got some pictures of you in her living room with your bunny ears on (also courtesy of Grammy). We were all laughing so hard at you. You were soo funny & kept falling over. I'm glad you're so tolerant.

Easter Sunday, April 24:

We woke up pretty early. Mommy wasn't feeling great for some reason. My whole body ached & my head was killing me. I layed around for awhile & then after my shower, felt a little better. You were sleeping in your swing so Mommy & Daddy did our Easter basket from Grammy & Grandpa. We got some really nice things (Wesleyan candle, DVDs, I got a pretty silver bracelet, candy of course, etc.). Perfect timing, you woke up, so we did your baskets. That's right, you had 3! You got soooooooo much stuff!.. of course!

We packed everything up & headed to New Comerstown. I hated that we had to have 2 cars but since Daddy had to drive separate, we didn't have choice. Daddy couldn't wait to get to Aunt Pammy's. He took you out of your carseat & we had to put your bunny ears on. We walked in the door & everyone went CRAZY! They loved their little Easter Bunny. You were ADORABLE. It was so nice because Uncle John, Ryan, Megan, Robbie, & Uncle John's sister & mom got to meet you for the first time!

Everyone passed you around. You were so good.. as usual. You got baskets from Mimi & Grandpa & Aunt Pammy & Uncle John. You got more clothes, books, signs, money, etc. Then, the big kids went into the basement after dinner for our Easter egg hunt. Grandpa was all bummed out we couldn't have it outside because it was rainy & the ground was all wet. Mommy had been hearing about this annual easter egg hunt for over a year. I had no idea how serious it was. I came out with $11. Aunt Ashton was the champion with 3 of the 4 golden eggs and $60+!

Then, Grandpa had a SPECIAL Easter Egg Hunt for you on the front porch. Since it was your first time it was only appropriate we were fair to the baby! He had 10 eggs 'hidden' for you. Daddy took you around with your special basket to pick them up. He gave you the first egg he found & you held onto it then ENTIRE time! It was so cute & no one could believe it. You were SO into everything that was going on. That's what I love about you.. you don't miss ANYTHING. You're so into everything that's going on around you. You came out of your hunt with a 50 cent piece and $18!
After we did that we had to pack up & head back to Buckhannon because it's about a 3 hour drive. You were pretty good for Mommy. We stopped in Clarksburg because you got pretty fussy because you were hungry. Daddy was happy because I pulled over in Taco Bell! We drove through & ate in the car while you ate.
We headed home & guess what!??!?!... The Easter Bunny stopped by our house while we were gone. He dropped off an easter basket for you & put it right next to the jump jump Mommy & Daddy got you for Easter. How did he know?!?! Boy did he get you some nice things. You got some clothes, a bathing suit, a toy for when you start crawling. some neat books & a new bow! You sat on the couch while Daddy showed you everything. You are such a good baby. Mommy & Daddy love you, Kinsley. Happy 1st Easter!!!!!

Baby at the office

Last night Mommy brought you into the office around 5:30 because I REALLY needed to make some phone calls. I brought you in your carrier in the stroller. You hung out in there for a short while, then I had to hold you. If only the people I was calling could see us... I was walking all around the office.. in my socks.. bouncing you on my hip. You thought it was funny!

When my arm got tired I made you a little play area on the ground. You managed to roll enough that you did a complete 180! I couldn't believe how much you are able to move now on your own. Now that you're at Paula's I don't get to see these little things all day like I used to. Sometimes I feel like I miss a lot, but I quickly push those thoughts out of my head & remember to not take a single second with you for granted.

When you got tired of being on the ground, I sat you in one of the big blue chairs in front of my desk. It was the funniest thing. You sat there with Benny forever while I called. I felt like you were a student I was interviewing. I wish I could have you here all the time.

Then, Daddy came in from practice so he could call. He was so excited to see you. You smile SO big for him. I love when you smile. Sometimes I wonder how someone so small could smile so big!?!?! It couldn't be any bigger or any more precious. I love those gummy smiles! When you got a little fussy I walked you down the hallway to see Daddy & pushed you in the stroller up & down the hall a few times.

I brought you back in in the stroller, gave you your bink.. & you fell asleep. You're so precious. I wish your sweet little face was right here next to my desk now..

Sitting.. Leaning.. Grabbing.. Falling

You're sooooooo close to sitting up on your own, Kinsley. When we sit you on the couch.. you LOVE to lean forward & grab your toes. It cracks me up because it looks like you're stretching. You sit... you lean forward (which is when I can tell you're going to be doing it all by yourself soon).. you reach for those little tootsies & sloooooooooooowly start falling over sideways. It's so cute. Usually Daddy or I will grab you & help you to sit back upright, but sometimes we can't get to you in time & down you go. Next thing I know you're on your side.. toes still in your fist. You just love it & think it's so funny.

You're also able to sit in your Bumbo now & you finally like it. It's so sweet. At night, we usually take all your clothes off because #1 it's been hot & #2 you LOVE it. You get sooooo excited it's hysterical. As much as I'm excited you'll be sitting on your own soon.. it makes me sad because it's just one step closer to you not needing me anymore. Daddy says it's okay because we'll be able to play with you more & it'll be fun. I just love you being my LITTLE (but so big) girl!

SO FAR BEHIND

Kinsley,

Mommy is SOOOOO far behind in posting to you. I am so sorry. Life has been HECTIC lately. I was so excited about golf season finishing so we'd all be together a little more. As Daddy was about to leave for his last tournament, he gets a call from Head Coach Tenney (baseball) saying Daddy is Interim Head Coach because he has a detached retina. OHHH BOY!

So Daddy's taking over baseball & life in admissions is NUTTY! We're working hard in being very proactive is trying to reach our goals for deposited students. Currently, I have 59 deposited, but I need 75. I've just been so busy at the office I don't even know what day it is. On Wednesday, I didn't sit at my desk until 2:30!

In the meantime, you've been getting so big & I've been having so much fun with you. When I get home from work I don't like to get on the computer because I want to spend as much quality time with you & Daddy as I can! Oh.. Mommy did finally start working out this week though.. you sit in your swing & watch me and laugh. Jillian Michaels is doing a good job getting me in shape. I bought a new DVD to try out & Daddy impulsively purchased us some new equiptment because he wants to workout too! He's in a wedding in less than a month & I bought an SUPER CUTE dress for it that I'm trying to trim up for. As of Sunday... NO SUGAR FOR MOMMY!

I'm going to update you on Easter & so many other things soon baby, I promise :)

First night without Mommy

Wednesday night, the 13th, Mommy had to head to Wheeling to stay the night for a college fair at John Marshall in the morning. It was my first night leaving you. I was so stressed out. Not because I didn't think Daddy could take care of you, I knew he could, just because I'm used to doing everything. I was stressed because of how much stored milk we would use too. Daddy did such a good job Kinsley. When I came home on Thursday, he had to tell me every single detail of what you guys did. It was the sweetest thing. Here's some of the things you did Wednesday night:

• You hung out in your swing for a long time & dozed off a few times


• He fed you around 7


• He played XBox for awhile & you just watched him & watched him


• If he got up to leave the room, you yelled. As soon as he came back, you smiled. You're so bad!


• You sat on the couch for awhile too. You've been loving that lately. Daddy laughed because he turned around & you were starting to topple over. He fixed you though!


• Daddy sent me several pictures & updates


• Your binky fell out. You grabbed it & put it back in. Daddy was SOOO proud


• You played with Benny & 'yelled' at him. Daddy was going to call me so I could hear you, but as soon as he pulled out his phone, you stopped.


• You had a big poop right after he changed your diaper.


• Daddy bathed you himself for the first time!!!! He did a good job


• He fed you for bed, but you wouldn't fall asleep like you do for Mommy


• He layed you on the big bed with your binky & you just stared at the ceiling.


• Finally, he put you in your bassinet while you were wide awake, turned off the lights, turned on the fan. He didn't hear anything for awhile & he fell asleep

Thursday morning:

• YOU SLEPT ALL NIGHT


• Daddy got up early since he had to get you ready himself


• He had to wake you up when he got out of the shower


• You did your usual grunting & stretch routine (you're just like us & don't want to wake up at 6:30


• Daddy fed you & got you ready for Paula's

You were such a good girl for Daddy. I can't tell you enough how proud he was. I was so impressed with the 2 of you. You guys needed Daddy/Daughter time. I missed you both so much. I cried when I left on Wednesday. It was so hard for me to leave. I was so excited when Daddy brought you back from Paula's in the afternoon. I just held you & hugged you forever. I don't have to leave you again for awhile.. I'm glad.

Never forget how much your Daddy loves you. He told me last night he's wrapped around your finger. It's so obvious, Kinsley. He sings & dance for you all the time. In fact, last night you 2 were square dancing to country music in the living while Mommy got ready for bed. You had so much fun. You just stared & stared & stared while he spun you all around the living room. The 2 of you are my world :)

Daddy's [[ 27 ]]

Last Sunday, April 10th, was Daddy's 27th birthday. He had to leave though for golf.. again. Friday night, the 8th, Mommy cooked him a special steak dinner & we all just enjoyed a quiet evening together. Then, Mommy's friends Jennifer & Jerry came in late that night, you were already asleep. Saturday we had a cookout. It was so nice outside. That's my favorite part about nice weather, being outside.. doing anything! After our cookout, Daddy had to leave for Indiana, PA until Monday. Sunday, Daddy's birthday, was a GORGEOUS day! Jennifer & Jerry left around 2 & mommy did tons of cleaning & laundry. I opened all the windows & put you in a little onsie with no pants. I love when I can see your little leg rolls, they're my favorite. You were such a good girl while Mommy got all kinds of work done. I was so sad though that we weren't with Daddy for his birthday though. I wish he could have been home so we could have gone for walk, had dinner together, & just spent some quality time together. All this time Mommy had a surprise birthday party planned for Daddy. It was supposed to be last Friday, the 8th, but there were a lot of scheduling conflicts. We moved it to today. He thinks it's just for Kevin, our co-worker, because he got a new job. Well, the head baseball coach, Coach Tenney, had something happen to his eye & couldn't go. He asked Daddy if he could so they wouldn't have to forfeit. Your Daddy is such a great man. He dropped everything & bolted out the door to be there for Coach & for the team. He'll be back though this evening around 8 or 9. The stinky part though, the surprise party. I told him on his way out the door that the party was really a surprise for him. He felt bad. But Daddy's a busy & very giving man. I understand. A Daddy's gotta do, what a Daddy's gotta do! Anyway, Paula has a cute little outfit to put you in when I pick you up this afternoon. It's got polka dots & a cupcake on it. Aunt Ashton bought it for you. I thought it was perfect for a birthday party. So we're celebrating Kevin since Daddy won't be home until later so everyone is still coming over later. We're going to have hotdogs & all kinds of other food on the grill. I hope I bought enough for everyone. It's such a beautiful day too so we can go out back to play cornhole, etc. I'm so excited :) I'll post pictures from the party soon!

Sick Mama

Oh Kinsley. Last night wasn't the best we've ever had, that's for sure. Mommy slowly got a sore throat throughout the work day. So by the time I came to pick you up... it was pretty bad & I wasn't feeling great. We came home, I put you in your swing & you fell asleep. Meanwhile, I immediately got in comfy clothes & was ready to attack this thing. I gargled my salt water, made my hot tea with lots of honey, took a Tylenol & went to spray my throat. Bad news, Daddy had a sore throat last week (I think I picked it up from him), & he finished the throat spray. I wanted it so bad but I didn't want to wake you & we were about to get a big storm. I decided to suck it up. So for dinner, I had chicken noodle soup & a strawberry Luigi. All I wanted to do was go to bed. With a baby, I realize that's can't be done, especially since Daddy wasn't there to be with you. So I resorted for the couch, but you weren't having it. You didn't nap long & were especially cranky. The only thing that would satisfy you was me standing up & holding you. You wouldn't even take your binky. I wanted to cry, but I sucked it up. Finally around 8:30, you were happy to sit on my lap on the couch & watch the 'Jersey Shore Reunion' show with me. In a year or 2, trust me, you will NOT be watching such shows!!! We were in bed by 9:40. I was sooooooo tired & just hoped to feel better in the morning. I do feel a little better today. My throat still hurts but not as bad. I gargled first thing & brought some hot tea with lots of honey to work. It's sooooo ugly outside though. Yesterday, it was sunny & 75 degrees. Today, POURING rain & like 39 degrees. Ughh.. I just wish we could all crawl in bed together for the day & just stay there. I really hope you don't get sick. As hard as it is, I've been making an effort to only kiss you on the head. It's supposed to warm up by the end of the week, but still rain. I know April shows bring May flowers but GEESH.. we're going to have to build an ark soon!!!!!

Sophia & Josie

I never got around to posting about meeting Little Sophia in the midst of everything that has happened in the last couple of weeks. I met Josie last year at a WVWC baseball game shortly after Josie found out she was pregnant & just before I found out I was pregnant with you. We talk all the time & compare baby notes. It's so nice to have another mommy to talk to. Sophia & Josie were in town for the week because here Mommy was on spring break & they came to Buckhannon to stay with Sophia's Daddy, Gary. We were planning to spend a lot more time together but as you know, we had to leave unexpectedly. So they came home Tuesday night (3/22). It was pretty late but we were just DYING to see them.

When Sophia came in I couldn't believe how much bigger she looked then you, she was born on October 20th so she's just about 2 1/2 months older than you. I couldn't wait to hold her. I thought she was going to be so much heavier, but she wasn't. She actually doesn't weigh a whole lot more than you, I think 3 pounds more. You're a little piggy, Kinsley! Mommy kept laughing though because Sophia was making the cutest little noises. She was so cute & we were so happy to finally meet her!

You & Sophia just stared at each other for the longest time. It was too cute. This was the first person your size you've ever gotten to meet. I think you liked her. She's your first FRIEND! Poor Sophia was cranky though because she's teething. I felt so bad for her. Josie tried holding you but you started getting cranky because it was around 9:30-10 & it was bedtime for you. Boy did you know it, you were NOT happy toward the end.

Hopefully, this weather will break & we can go to some Wesleyan baseball games & Josie can bring Sophia. You 2 can have playdates together & take in some Bobcat Baseball. I sure know Daddy will appreciate our being there & I'm sure Sophia's Daddy would love her to be there cheering her on too.

Catching up

Oh my goodness, I've been horrible about blogging, pumpkin. Ever since the new job & Grammy's passing, I've felt so overwhelmed. I've been so busy at work & we're trying to get adjusted to our new daily schedule. Plus, it's been so nice having Daddy around more in the evenings that I actually didn't even turn on my laptop at home for a whole week (that's unheard of for me)! And, I miss you so much during the day, I just want us to all spend undistracted time together while we're home in the evenings.

(This was taken Friday night (4/1). Mimi & Grandpa came to stay the night & to babysit Saturday because Daddy & I had to work. We were getting ready to go to dinner & Daddy had baseball on. You were really into it as you can see. I think it made Daddy happy!)

You were such a good girl while we were back in the Valley for the funeral. We were there from Wednesday night & left Sunday morning. It was so nice to have you there because I think it brought everyone some joy during such a sad time, especially to your Grandpa. That makes me happy. Everyone was so excited to see you & couldn't believe how big you'd gotten in the 5 weeks they'd gone without seeing you. You even got to meet some new family & friends like your Aunt Renee & Uncle Justin, Aunt Sue, Jordan, Morgan and our old neighbor Lori. You've even started to take a liking to the pack 'n play so we had that set up in the living room for you. You would just lay there with your 'Benny Bear' & just talk & talk. You're so cute!

Now that we're back in the swing of things we're starting to get better & better with our morning routine. You really like it at Paula's & they just LOVE you! You seem to be having a lot of fun. Another thing you've taken a liking to lately, your pacifier. I have mixed emotions about this. I didn't want you to get used to it so I try to just give it to you.. as needed. It's funny how you hated it & now you take it like it's no big deal. Whatever baby wants, baby gets!.. for now at least.The latest drama of last week was your lack of a poopy diaper. Mommy was so nervous. You hadn't pooped since we came back to Buckhannon. I called the doctor on Wednesday & they said to just wait it out. This is so unlike you, but you weren't the slightest bit cranky. That night I bought you some apple/prune juice to try & help the process. YOU LOVED IT! By 6pm the next day, you had a POOOOOOPY diaper. Daddy sang a poopy diaper song.. we were so excited. I texted Paula to let her know, she said, "Whoo hoo! Go Kinsley! Who'd ever think we'd be so excited for poop?!" But we were... you've been making up for lost time ever since... yikes!

Also, on Thursday you LAUGHED for the first time! You've done it about 4 times since.. it's so cute but I'm the only one that has witnessed it. I can't wait for you to do it for Daddy. Speaking of Daddy, he's in Charleston today & tomorrow with the golf team. It was just you & I last night, we watched the ACM awards together. You literally, watched them. It was ADORABLE! You've also started holding things in your hands in the last week or so. Saturday night I was folding laudry while you sat in your bouncy so I gave you some socks to hold. When Daddy took you out to get ready for bed, you wouldn't let go! This morning I had to get myself & you ready, get you to Paula's & get myself to work. I was nervous if I'd be able to pull it all off without Daddy's assistance, remember everything & get to work on time. I was 12 minutes early!... yessss! Anyway, I miss you baby doll & I can't wait to pick you up this afternoon. I don't know how it's possible but everyday I love you more & more.

The hardest Monday

Monday, March 21st 2011

What a day! It was your first day at the babysitters. I did much better than I thought. I cried when we left Paula's house on our way to work. I pulled it together, but when I went to get my bags out of the back of the car, I cried again because I saw your carseat & it was empty. Daddy was so supportive & kept telling me how much fun you were having & that you'd be laughing at me for crying.

Speaking of work, it was my first day at West Virginia Wesleyan. I thought about you all day. My day was full of meetings, getting shown around the office, learning new things & paperwork. I LOVE working with Daddy. Though our offices are at the opposite ends of the hall, I just like knowing he's there if I need him. We got a call from Paula by 10-10:30 because she couldn't get you to eat. "What's the trick to feeding your daughter!?!?" Basically patience. I knew you wanted Mommy & not the bottle. This made me sad. But the picture I have of you on my desk helped me through. I couldn't WAIT for 4:30 so we could come pick you up!

I was so excited to see you when we got to Paula's. You were a little cranky for her but it's to be expected. You both need to get used to each other & you new to get adjusted to your new schedule. I knew it'd be ok. When we got home.. the power was out! Daddy was NOT happy. We were planning to have stroganoff for dinner. "That means we can't cook!?!?!" Your Daddy is so silly. I started to feed you & we decided to go look at a house I read about in the newspaper. "Just listening to the pitter patter of the Blackberry ball" Did I mentioned your Daddy is silly. We headed out once you were finished. We ended up finding "Applegate Estates" not too far outside of Buckhannon that's a new development. We would LOVE to live out there some day!! We're starting to save money now so we can get us a nice house sometime hopefully in the next few years!

Afterward, we went to Sheetz to pick up some dinner because we figured we weren't going to have power when we got home. We did though when we pulled up to the house shortly before 7. We ate immediately & then my phone rang around 7:20. It was your Grammy. As soon as she started talking, I could hear it in her voice. I knew something was wrong. But she went through the motions of asking how you were with the babysitter & how my first day of work was. I was really brief with the answers because I knew what she was about to say.... My Grammy (your great-grandma) passed away at 7:00, just 20 minutes before.

I immediately started to sob. Daddy was holding you & I looked at him & just mouthed the words. The two of you hugged me while I stayed on the phone. I was so scared that she had been alone when it happened (she was at hospice - Liza's Place - at this time). She wasn't though, Uncle Bob had been with her. My dad, Grandpa, had just left at 5:30. I hung up because we were both just crying. The 3 of us sat on the couch together just hugging & being together while Mommy cried.

I sat there with my thoughts for quite awhile. I realized not only would my Grammy not want me to be sad, I shouldn't be sad. She's where she wanted to be, in Heaven, with Jesus. She wasn't suffering or in pain anymore. She was finally free of her cancer. Also, she got to meet YOU, just 5 weeks before. That meant more to me than anything, she met you.

I wish you had gotten to know each other when Grammy wasn't sick. She always seemed so much younger than she ever was. She could have taught you so many things & you would have had so much fun together! What's important now, just like your Daddy said, she's watching over you.. over all of us. She gets to see you every single day. I bet she's so happy to watch you grow & see how happy the three of us are. I can't wait to share so many stories with you about her one day.

For Maddie

Kinsley,

I have been following another blog, Another Day Stronger. A blog about a Mommy, Daddy & their little girl, Madison (that's her on the left!). Maddie passed away a month ago yesterday at 4 months old, she was exactly 3 months older than you. I read her Mommy's blog everyday to see how she's doing. She blogs about the most inspirational things. She's even starting her own business making blocks & bows so in the future, she can be a stay-at-home mom. Kellie is such a strong Mommy. I can't imagine going through what she is going through now. The first day I read her about what happened to Baby Madison, you were sleeping on my lap & I just cried & cried & cried. I can't imagine....

Earlier, I told you about the walk that you & I went on yesterday. Today, I read Kellie's blog & saw that she wanted everyone to take their little one's out yesterday in memory of Maddie. How about that?! We were celebrating Maddie & we didn't even know it!! I think about them every day, so to read this made me so happy. Their story has made me soak up every single moment I have with you even more, not to take a single second for granted. Maddie always wore big bows (see the picture above!), in fact, Kellie says that she loved them! For that reason, I'm so glad I had one on you yesterday. I want to tell you more about Kellie & Maddie soon & especially when you're older. We can learn a lot from them.

(To: Madison -- From: Kinsley)

We were both so happy yesterday & now I know it was for Maddie & Kellie. Together, we were all celebrating her precious life. Kellie asked her readers to post pictures of their little ones out yesterday, especially with their bows. This one is for MADDIE!

Spring

Sunday is the first day of spring, Kinsley, but yesterday was incredible! We had a little change on plans on the day. Daddy was supposed to have a doctor's appt. at 11. He went & they were closed, so he came home. We were so happy. He informed us some people from work were going to the 88 to watch WVU in the first round of the NCAA tournament. All 3 of us were decked out in our blue & gold. The game started at 12:15. Kevin, John & Caitlin joined us & we all had lunch. This was Daddy's first real outing with you. You were INCREDIBLE! Just hung out in your carrier, fell asleep on my shoulder, went back in your carrier & I held you at the end. You were soooo well behaved for the entire 2 1/2 hours. You hardly made a fuss. Everyone kept commenting on how good you were. Mommy & Daddy were so proud, Daddy especially!

Afterward, we came home & Daddy went back to the office. I finished up a little laundry & got us all ready for a walk. I put your sunglasses on you for the first time. You couldn't really keep them up, but OH MY GOODNESS did you look cute in them. I couldn't quit smiling/laughing! We walked through campus & over to the Admissions Office. We visited with all of them for a little while (they loved your WVU) attire. Then, it was 4:30 & time to leave. We walked back while Daddy drove. When we got back, Daddy had the grill fired up. We had grilled chicken (Cracker Barrel style) & salad. It was delicious & so nice to have all the windows open & just enjoy the weather after a long, long winter.

Daddy just left about an hour ago for his first golf tournament of the season. It's down in Beckley, WV. He'll be gone until Sunday evening. This is going to be my first REAL night alone with you. I'm a little nervous, but I know we'll be okay. Never forget for a second that Daddy is gone because it's his job & he's only helping to provide for us. I'm just glad he loves it as much as he does. He really misses you though Kinsley, alot. I can tell it's hard for him to leave you all the time, but just remember he has to do it. I'm glad the season has started because that just means it'll be over sooner. I'm ready for us to spend some REAL quality time together, just the 3 of us. We haven't really gotten that since you've been born. It'll be a great summer. Well, I'm about to take you for another walk.... I'll write again soon!

2 month check-up

Well, you did it, baby! You went for your 2 month check-up yesterday. You now weight 12lbs 12 oz & are 24 inches long. You've gained almost 5 pounds since you left the hospital & grew 4 inches. I can't believe it. Oh yeah, you're also in the 95th percentile for height & weight. That means, if there were 100 babies in a room.. you're be longer & weigh more than 95 of them. YOU'RE SO BIG!! Daddy & I keep laughing & telling you that's what happens when you decide to be 12 days overdue. You're more like a 10 week old to us!

You were having so much fun at the doctors. You were laying on the table talking, cooing, laughing, kicking like crazy & just carrying on looking at everything. When the nurse & Dr. Pearson came in, you just looked at them as they moved you all over checking your eyes, ears, legs, belly.. everything. You LOVE the paper on the table, hearing it crinkle. It makes you kick your legs harder & faster. You were so funny.

Then, came the not so fun part. You had to have 3 of your first round of vaccinations & another kind in liquid form. You didn't mind the liquid one so much.. you just sat there & watched the nurse as she gave it to you. Then, the shots. Daddy held one hand, I held the other. We brought Lyon, Daddy kept playing him for you. Lyon didn't do anything for you =/ You SCREAMED. You turned completely red & held your breath for the longest time, longer than you normally do when you're mad. It was so hard for Mommy not to cry. My eyes were full of tears, I just stayed as strong as I could for you. Though you don't know who he is yet. You got Scooby-Doo band-aids. They looked so cute on your little legs because they were so big. You were asleep before we even got back to the house which isn't even a mile away. You pretty much slept until 8:30. You didn't want to be anywhere sleeping though other then on Mommy or Daddy's arms. When you did wake up though, you were a brand new baby, it was like nothing had happened. We layed you on the bed & you just talked to us & kicked those little legs like crazy. It made me laugh because Dr. Pearson said if you kicked your legs you might cry because they would be sore. But not you! Like Daddy says, "you're tough!"

Happy St. Patrick's Day, Kinsley! "St. Patrick's Day is an enchanted time., a day to turn winter's dreams into summer's magic!" It's BEAUTIFUL today. It's going to be almost 70 degrees & sunny. I think I've convinced Daddy to fire up the grill for dinner tonight since he'll be home with us ALL evening! I think I'll take you for a walk this afternoon, maybe we'll take 2! I love you so much sweetie!


"May your neighbors respect you, troubles neglect you, the angels protect you & Heaven accept you." ~Irish Blessing

2 Months

I cannot believe it's been 2 months since you've been born. More than that, how much you've changed & grown. Some of my favorite things:

• your gummy smiles
• the way you "talk"
• how you stretch in the morning, especially when your legs go so straight we can't get your diaper on
• the way you move your hands all over your face while you're eating
• the noises/grunting noises you make when you're eating
• how you lift one eyebrow
• sticking your tongue in & out like a little lizard

• how you lick your "ice cream cone"
• when you "french" Daddy when he tries to kiss you
• the way you love your "Lyon" the Lion
• how happy you are on your changing table
• the way you kick 1 leg when you're ready to eat & stop as soon as you start eating
• how peaceful you are when you sleep
• that you love to snuggle
• that you love riding in the car & looking out the window
• how you try to laugh
• that you like to dance
• your little lips & CHUBBY cheeks

Home

Yesterday, Daddy came home from Florida around 6am. He snuck in & gave you a kiss while you were sleeping before jumping right into bed to get some sleep himself since he drove ALL night. Grandpa came to pick up Grammy around noon after she was here babysitting & helping mommy out the last 2 weeks. You had so much fun with her. We can't believe how much you've changed in those 2 weeks, especially Daddy. "She got so big!" he said. Since he's been gone, you're officially in all your 3 month clothes. Mommy had to do some organizing last week. I put all your newborn & 0-3 month clothes in storage that you've grown out of & organized your drawers with all your 'big girl' clothes.
Mommy's in between jobs right now. Next week I'll start at Wesleyan. I'm so glad I decided to take a week of between AB & WVWC. It's so nice to have this week at home with you. I missed our daily routine together. This morning you were so happy. You sat in your bouncer for about an hour while I showered, got ready for the day & did some cleaning. You started to fuss so I put you in your swing. Now I'm watching you in there.. sound asleep. I've said it before & I'll say it again, I could watch you sleep for hours. You're so beautiful.

Also, you're 2 months old day. I can't believe it!!! I hope to take some pictures of you later on. Mommy's going to run & get some more things done while you're sleeping. I love you!

Last day

Well, I guess I've come full circle. It's time to turn the page on an amazing part of my life. It's my last day as an Admissions Counselor at Alderson-Broaddus College. I can't believe it. I've learned so much, have done & seen so many things, & have met SOOO many incredible people since starting here September 1, 2009.

(Wearing purple to raise awareness for Pancreatic Cancer. You were in mommy's belly here.. 8 months pregnant. Kim & Dyanna were missing from this picture)

So many times that first year I questioned why I was in Philippi, WV. I always said I was moving south, going to Florida where it was warm. Central West Virginia, in the mountains, where it snows.. constantly.. what am I doing here?! The chain of events that led me here, I still can't wrap my mind around. Against all odds, I followed my heart, went with my gut & made the move to this foreign place where I knew not a soul! I was ready to move away, be on my own, provide for myself and become even more independent.

One thing led to another & I met your Daddy through Admissions. My director was Daddy's Admissions Counselor at Davis & Elkins when he was applying to college. By the first part of 2010 I realized I was in love with him & in May we found out I was pregnant. At work, I requested to stop traveling Ohio but to be in-state.

(Wearing green in support of agriculture)

By September I received an email from Daddy saying one of the girls in their office was leaving & that I was recommended to fill her position. I couldn't believe it! I was so proud of myself for having made such an impression on people after just a year of counseling. I decided with our litle baby on the way.. I had to go for it. I wouldn't be traveling as much, it offered more opportunity, Daddy & I would see each other more, AND.. I'd be closer to you. After we spent several days discussing it, I knew it was the best decision for our family.. I immediately applied.

I interviewed in October & in November, I got the call. I was driving on the interstate from Charleston to Barboursville, WV when I got the call from John. I GOT THE JOB! John sent me the nicest email mentioning that I was one of the best applicants they had had in quite sometime. Again, I was so proud of myself. I accepted the job the next day.

To have been given such an amazing opportunity at A-B was incredible. Again, just another piece of the puzzle in our lives that was the makings of 'someone else'. We're definitely watched over Kinsley, there's no doubt about it. I'm just so happy that I'm going to be closer to you & traveling less so I can spend more time with you. I'm so excited for what opportunity lies ahead.

(The office minus Dyanna who was home sick)

(Burbick Hall where my office was located with a beautiful view)

I cried as I shut my office for the last time with all of my belongings in tow. It was so surreal that that was the last time it would be MY office. There are so many things I'm going to miss about that place.. my coworkers being at the top of that list. Again, I'm so thankful for that opportunity. Without it, I NEVER would have met Daddy. I am so lucky & so extremely blessed.

Two of the most humbling part of the day.. Erica told me something that Matt said to her in private. "I'm not mad that she's leaving, I'm mad that our rival is getting such a great counselor." The office threw me a nice luncheon too, complete with Subway sandwiches, Minestrone soup, deviled eggs, meat & cheese, chips & cupcakes. Afterward we took a group picture & Kim made a super sweet facebook status: "Congratuations WVWC, you're getting one of our best, Leah Blazeski." How lucky am I?..

Kinsley, always remember that if you work hard, do your best & be kind to people... it pays off in the end. "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."